How Being Underpaid Took My Career To The Next Level
Way back last century, I was still just a few years into my government career after leaving the private sector. It was a massive cultural change to go to a government job from a small dot com company, and I didn’t like it.
Mostly I hated my boss because he was a lazy do-nothing, but I didn’t really like the job or the culture either.
After desperately looking for another job in my agency for months, I started applying to positions back in the private sector.
Then one day a position as an instructor at our in-house “college” popped up. And even though I still hadn’t gotten over my lifelong stutter at that point, I applied anyway. It was mostly out of desperation to get out of where I was, but also as a way to crazily conquer my stutter.
I got the job, and started teaching right away. The problem was, all of the other instructors were GS-12’s (it’s a government rank), and I was still a GS-11.
When I asked my new boss why I didn’t get promoted into the new position, he cited some new agency policy regarding promotions. Government bureaucracy is real….
So I was making quite a lot less than the other instructors on my team. But they had been doing the job for a while so I was mostly okay with the situation.
Reality Sets In
Well, I thought I would be okay with it. It became clear very quickly that the other instructors didn’t really have the skills to teach the subjects we were supposed to teach, much less create the curriculum.
I work in a technical field, and in 1999 things were moving extremely fast. Computers were getting faster seemingly by the day and new software and internet resources were multiplying like rabbits at a rave.
But the existing instructors on my new team were old-school, and had been around for a long while. They were teaching old, outdated stuff, and didn’t have the skills to modernize the curriculum.
Turns out, that’s why they hired me.
Ugh. So, not only did I have to put up with making less than my new teammates, I was also supposed to teach them, in addition to the students.
Sometimes Ya Gotta Bite The Bullet
At first I was a bit upset at this situation, and felt like I had been swindled. But in and of itself the job was much better than my last one. And my teammates, besides being under skilled, were nice to work with.
The government isn’t a place that can just fire or let go of people who fail to keep up with their career field. Having come from a small dot-com company that only had the best and brightest, it was still very frustrating and perplexing to work with people who didn’t really understand where their own industry was at.
I figured if I put my head down and really excelled at the job, I’d get the promotion to GS-12 pretty quickly.
Time went on. I was completely overhauling the curriculum of multiple classes, teaching the other instructors new software, and teaching full classes all at the same time.
I worked 50 – 60 hours a week, and came in on weekends. To say I went all in would be an understatement.
To be honest, part of me loved it. I got over my stutter quickly and was learning more than ever about my field. I grew to love teaching.
But a year and a half later, I still didn’t have the raise. I was still making less than the very teammates I was unofficially leading.
Many in the personal finance community would say that staying in that job with that situation was stupid. They would say that I was undervaluing my skills.
Sure, many times I would go home a bit pissed thinking “I just spent all day showing my so-called ‘team leader’ how to do his job, and he makes way more than me.'”
But I also knew that if you wanted something you had to prove you were worthy of it. Which in the working world sometimes means doing a job that’s a pay-grade higher, without getting the pay.
In the end, I did the job for a little over two years before I finally got the promotion to GS-12.
Those two years of being underpaid taught me so much. They taught me persistence. They taught me stoicism. They taught me that life indeed isn’t fair. And no amount of getting enraged on Twitter is going to change that.
But you can often make your own fairness by putting your head down and getting to work.
I Was Getting Paid All Along
Looking back on it, I now see that time as a pivotal moment in my working career.
Because during those years of teaching, literally hundreds of students from not only my agency but others in the government came through my classes.
They could clearly see that I was the “unofficial” leader. That even though someone else’s name was often on the course manager line, it was me who really new the material and could answer the hard questions.
I quickly developed a huge network across the community. I built respect, and became known as an expert in the subject matter and software I was teaching.
Later on down the line, I know I actually got promotions and positions simply from the reputation I had built as an instructor. I also landed my second job as an adjunct instructor at a local university because of the reputation I had built.
And all of those great things came about because I was willing to continue doing a demanding job that I was being underpaid for.
I definitely had to throw my ego aside, big time.
But something inside me knew it was the right thing to do. And there was some flat-out stubbornness there as well.
Common advice in this community is to never undervalue yourself. If you’ve created a product or skill, don’t sell it for less than it’s worth. Put yourself out there, and demand to be paid your worth.
While I agree that’s good advice, I also think there are times when you have to sandbag it. When you have to dig in, check your ego, and prove your worth.
None of my students knew I was underpaid, and I’m pretty sure they would have still learned the same things if they did.
But even though I knew I was underpaid, I also knew I had something to prove.
Go out there and prove it.
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What a great concept “egotrage.”
I certainly have felt the frustration of having “superiors” above you making way more while you are doing the bulk of the work.
I felt that way when I entered academic medicine. As one of the youngest radiology attending at the time in a teaching hospital I noticed that a lot of the senior radiology partners (who made more than me due to time there) typically would disappear for long periods of time and left teaching and the work load to the lower rung people.
In fact there was more than one instant where I knew that an almost entire day’s shift worth of work was dumped on to the younger nigth shift person coming on.
It was these things that made me flee academics and go into private practice where I have a “eat what you kill” type compensation now which I love. The harder the work, the more I make, whereas in academics where you are salaried there is no incentive to do anything.
“Eat what you kill”, love that term!
Agree 100% with this. I was raised to always do more work than you are paid to do and good things will happen. Yes, at the time it sucks, but long term the rewards make it worth it. Its like most things in life, short term pain for long term gain.
Thanks for stopping by!
This has been my achilles heel. Getting paid what I deserve while others dance around with bigger salaries in the same pay grade. Fortunately I had a manager for a four year stretch who gave me a sizable bump every year to at least get me to par. It didn’t help that I was turning down promotions during this period, granted…
Fellow aspiring stoic, Cubert.
Stoicism is likely something I’ll never fully achieve but constantly chase 🙂
When you prove your worth to your customers or your employer you will, ok should, be rewarded. It may not be obvious at first. And yes, there are certainly situations where networking and relationships are rewarded more than pure hard work (life is unfair).
I am horrible at networking and I recognized that. So proving my worth through hard work, long hours, changing positions, relocating is what helped me move up and get paid what I felt I deserved.
Use your frustrations in your current work in a positive way to push through to achieve your goals. If you let those frustrations become a constant negative you will just be stuck where you are. Accidental FIRE used the situation to motivate himself to achieve what he wanted and what he felt he deserved. Classic case of turning lemons into lemonade and selling for a big gain!
Thanks for the kudos!!
Yeah it’s like people who lose their jobs and after a long period of unemployment, still won’t take anything “beneath them.” Glad it all payed off for you!
I always joke that as far as work comes, there’s not much “below me”. I’d dig ditches for money if necessary. It would be a great chest and lat workout 🙂
Great story and a good reminder that it’s a marathon, not a sprint. Congrats on your patience and persistence!
Thank You!
I totally agree with this. It is part of front loading the sacrifice. Not only money but experience and reputation compound. We sometimes forget that.
Yep, I’m so glad I front-loaded. The benefits keep paying off….
oh, i’ve seen that bureaucracy first hand in our union shop with the seniority factor. i came in as a problem solver but every time there was a cut back or recession i was the one getting bounced. some of the ones who stayed never even attended one college course for this technical work but were grandfathered into the jobs. that hurt some but i kept getting paid even on the factory floor operations jobs. the whole time i went to the promotion interviews but now realize i’m not the one who gets promoted in a place like this. being outspoken is your enemy. independent thinking AND speaking is a double enemy. i’m not complaining as i threw in the towel some time ago and now show up and do a good job but not more than what they pay for. for anyone who asks my answer is “go ask one of those fools who held their job when my life got disrupted and i took a pay cut. they must know the answer.”
that’s the double edged sword of this kind of work, especially if you think it’s too late to take your skills elsewhere.
man, from your various comments on my blog it sounds like your employer just doesn’t get it. but to be honest in many ways I can say the same about mine
Great job pushing through it. My wife works for the government and she went through something similar too. Government employees aren’t all lazy. Lots of them are dedicated and work a ton like you did.
Thanks Joe, the truth is out, we are not all lazy!
I’ve felt the same with my current employer. I put in a lot more work, effort, and hours than my coworkers and didn’t feel rewarded for it. I met a lot of people in the process and was able to network into a better position. Persistence paid off in my case but I easily could have left and felt justified. I am very glad I stuck with it. It sounds like you are too.
Congrats to you for sticking it out, persistence is often a very powerful tool
I commend you not only for sticking it out, but for your philosophical take on events. You and my husband are much better at egotrage than I am (and thanks for mentioning him). My anger at the situation would get the best of me. I’m very happy to hear how you used your time wisely, built your skills, and ditched your stutter while you were being underpaid. In hindsight, you weren’t undervalued at all.
Thanks, it is very hard to not allow the anger to overcome you. The more I read about stoicism, the more it helps me to mentally put those feelings into their proper place
Beautiful article
I envy your persistence . It is a unique and only found in people who built over a long time. You didn’t know about it until you did
Thanks George, I appreciate that!
I met my husband when I was still a college student. Around that time I got a B in a class that I thought I aced. In my disappointment, he told me to only consider my true grades in life to come from myself. If I always did A work, to be satisfied and the A’s would mostly follow.
Your persistence is a great lesson. Oh, and I just bought a Stoicism Tshirt! After 2319 years, they are now back in vogue.
“Do your best and forget the rest”… it reminds me of that statement.
And THANK YOU very much – enjoy the shirt. You know what they say, “everything comes around again every 2319 years or so” 😉
Fantastic post, Dave. So many people want to cut and run thinking they deserve (entitlement?) more. Sticking it out seems to be a lost art. Thanks for the great reminder.
THANKS Fred! It was a tough period when it happened but I learned delayed gratification at an early age. Great meeting you in Orlando!
Glad it worked out for you. The government can be like that sometimes, it’s mind boggling how some people just come in and do whatever while others are constantly hustling.
Yep, even though I’ve been there a long long time I’ve never been fully comfortable with that aspect of it.
Never a good idea to worry what others are making. It’s out of our control. You can only control your performance and making it so strong the question of whether to promote or not is answered. That’s what you did. Kudos.
I had an opposite situation. I worked in a union for years. Our wage for the job I did was set and it went up every year. Thing is, new people coming into the job made the exact amount I did even though they had little or no experience. I couldve been upset. I looked at it like, good for them they got a good deal for themselves. And at one time I was new and was thrilled at the starting wage. Just keep working hard and don’t worry about others.
I agree Tim that you should not worry about it, and that taught me a lesson. The problem with government jobs is that salary info is posted online by law. So it’s harder to ignore it when it’s in your face, per se. In the private sector it’s taboo to even know what your colleagues make, so it makes it easier to not worry.
I am a huge believer of taking a step or two “backwards” in order to take leaps forward. Sheryl Sandberg calls it a Jungle Gym career.
I took a large “step back” after leaving the Army, but I knew the upside of taking a short-term financial loss and the gain has been so well worth it!
It is awesome to hear your story has a great ending!
Jungle Gym career – love it! I’m going to reuse that for sure, thanks!